| Nov. 18th, 2006 @ 01:54 pm Now in TECHNICOLOR |
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So yeah...Havent done this in a while.
Since the last time you guys talked to me, a lot has changed. I used to have an apartment, and nice clothes, and I was well fed. Now I have three changes of clothes that rarely get washed, no money, and I've lost fifteen pounds. Long story short, I'm moving back in with my parents.
My bullshit sensor has been really cloged recently. Any excess bullshit makes me very upset, very quickly. So I'm trying to avoid being around people who make me feel crazy. Well, crazy in a bad way at least.
I feel like I've lost love from my life. I can't seem to find someone to fill the hole that [she] left. I miss [her], a lot. But there's not much I can do anymore. [She] will be in my memories until I die. I'm not centered around one person though, there are a couple others who dominate my mind. Individuals who I think could bring me a joy I haven't felt in a while. One of them is still hurt by me, but by the stars, I hope I haven't ruined any chance I ever had with her. Another one I see almost daily, I don't know how she feels, but I do know that at this time, a relationship with her probably isnt the best idea. After all, there is always a time and a place. The last girl I find myself thinking about occasionally I have met only once, and she affected me so deeply during that time (About a month ago) that I have thought about her last statement to me every day since, probably because it's true for me too.
Do you know what she said?
"I'm lonely." |
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